Thursday, June 4, 2009
私たちの絆わ消えない 12:07 AM
YAY!!! Finally I'm updating our first class outing!! hehe.. I know I took ages but who cares.. at least I am finally posting about it!! Well.. It happened on the 16th May..
We met at Somerset MRT at 1.. I think.. hehe..
Then, there were only a few of us who arrived on time..
Well, so we waited..
When everyone came..
They were all commenting on the dress that I'm wearing..
That's because my "school uniform" was..
T shirt and jeans.. never a dress..
Darren was so damn irritating like usual.. haha..
While waiting for the rest..
Shane called.. and he wanted to come too..
So.. we went to buy the tickets first..
Later.. Some of us went to eat at LJS..
The rest.. dont know they go where lah..
BUT LATER!! they go ARCADE!!
Then they never tell us!! SO PLAY CHEAT ONE!!
haha.. anyway.. I ate 2 pcs chicken..
same as Neeza, Nat and Jaz..
I SWEAR we didnt plan to do that..
A while later, Juno arrived with Shane..
then we ate together.. (I know I'm not making sense..)
anyway.. After that.. we went to watch the movie..
It was uninvited.. Weird show with a weird twist..
But it was alright.. Nat was like sitting beside me..
And she was practically laughing like hell..
Then suddenly.. in the midst of the movie..
Darren shouted out.. NATHIYA WHERE ARE YOU?
haha.. he did that on purpose lor.. so bad sia..
After that.. some of them left..
While the rest walked around orchard..
BUSY CAMWHORING!!
haha.. then we wanted to take a picture of the whole class..
then this 2 cute ANG MOHS walked passed..
so we asked them to take the picture for us lor..
hah.. IT WAS FUN while it lasted..
LOVES W15J (2009)
Shane, Jaz, Nat and me at LJS
Me and Jaz
OUR CLASS!!
Arfin and me (FRONT VIEW)
(side view) cause dont know who take one..
Me, Jaz, Arfin, Nat and Neeza
Me and Darren
Guys in W15J
We met at Somerset MRT at 1.. I think.. hehe..
Then, there were only a few of us who arrived on time..
Well, so we waited..
When everyone came..
They were all commenting on the dress that I'm wearing..
That's because my "school uniform" was..
T shirt and jeans.. never a dress..
Darren was so damn irritating like usual.. haha..
While waiting for the rest..
Shane called.. and he wanted to come too..
So.. we went to buy the tickets first..
Later.. Some of us went to eat at LJS..
The rest.. dont know they go where lah..
BUT LATER!! they go ARCADE!!
Then they never tell us!! SO PLAY CHEAT ONE!!
haha.. anyway.. I ate 2 pcs chicken..
same as Neeza, Nat and Jaz..
I SWEAR we didnt plan to do that..
A while later, Juno arrived with Shane..
then we ate together.. (I know I'm not making sense..)
anyway.. After that.. we went to watch the movie..
It was uninvited.. Weird show with a weird twist..
But it was alright.. Nat was like sitting beside me..
And she was practically laughing like hell..
Then suddenly.. in the midst of the movie..
Darren shouted out.. NATHIYA WHERE ARE YOU?
haha.. he did that on purpose lor.. so bad sia..
After that.. some of them left..
While the rest walked around orchard..
BUSY CAMWHORING!!
haha.. then we wanted to take a picture of the whole class..
then this 2 cute ANG MOHS walked passed..
so we asked them to take the picture for us lor..
hah.. IT WAS FUN while it lasted..
LOVES W15J (2009)
Shane, Jaz, Nat and me at LJS
Me and Jaz
OUR CLASS!!
Arfin and me (FRONT VIEW)(side view) cause dont know who take one..
Me, Jaz, Arfin, Nat and Neeza
Me and Darren
Guys in W15J私たちの絆わ消えない 12:07 AM
Monday, May 18, 2009
私たちの絆わ消えない 8:15 AM
No matter how much we consider the future,
No one can see the truth.
Something is blocking my blank mind,
It's just a mistake that I've been repeating.
It's okay for my steps to continue,
These hands have seperated.
Walking away from where you continue to live,
Until I become worn out I keep prolonging
That time, that place,
It will never disappear - this bond.
In time that flows,
I try not to lose anything.
Passing by,
We collided - true emotion
Permeated my heart,
Into warm desires
The miracle I requested
Came by chance.
Even when things couldn't stand still,
Admist the pain,
I saw the light,
Because we're bound together.
It's okay if you lied,
And it's okay to cry.
That time, that place,
It will never disappear - this bond.
No one can see the truth.
Something is blocking my blank mind,
It's just a mistake that I've been repeating.
It's okay for my steps to continue,
These hands have seperated.
Walking away from where you continue to live,
Until I become worn out I keep prolonging
That time, that place,
It will never disappear - this bond.
In time that flows,
I try not to lose anything.
Passing by,
We collided - true emotion
Permeated my heart,
Into warm desires
The miracle I requested
Came by chance.
Even when things couldn't stand still,
Admist the pain,
I saw the light,
Because we're bound together.
It's okay if you lied,
And it's okay to cry.
That time, that place,
It will never disappear - this bond.
私たちの絆わ消えない 8:15 AM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
私たちの絆わ消えない 5:52 PM
As an ENFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit in with your personal value system.
ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.
ENFPs have an unusually broad range of skills and talents. They are good at most things which interest them. Project-oriented, they may go through several different careers during their lifetime. To onlookers, the ENFP may seem directionless and without purpose, but ENFPs are actually quite consistent, in that they have a strong sense of values which they live with throughout their lives. Everything that they do must be in line with their values. An ENFP needs to feel that they are living their lives as their true Self, walking in step with what they believe is right. They see meaning in everything, and are on a continuous quest to adapt their lives and values to achieve inner peace. They're constantly aware and somewhat fearful of losing touch with themselves. Since emotional excitement is usually an important part of the ENFP's life, and because they are focused on keeping "centered", the ENFP is usually an intense individual, with highly evolved values.
An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving.
Most ENFPs have great people skills. They are genuinely warm and interested in people, and place great importance on their inter-personal relationships. ENFPs almost always have a strong need to be liked. Sometimes, especially at a younger age, an ENFP will tend to be "gushy" and insincere, and generally "overdo" in an effort to win acceptance. However, once an ENFP has learned to balance their need to be true to themselves with their need for acceptance, they excel at bringing out the best in others, and are typically well-liked. They have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time, and use their intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level.
Because ENFPs live in the world of exciting possibilities, the details of everyday life are seen as trivial drudgery. They place no importance on detailed, maintenance-type tasks, and will frequently remain oblivous to these types of concerns. When they do have to perform these tasks, they do not enjoy themselves. This is a challenging area of life for most ENFPs, and can be frustrating for ENFP's family members.
An ENFP who has "gone wrong" may be quite manipulative - and very good it. The gift of gab which they are blessed with makes it naturally easy for them to get what they want. Most ENFPs will not abuse their abilities, because that would not jive with their value systems.
ENFPs sometimes make serious errors in judgment. They have an amazing ability to intuitively perceive the truth about a person or situation, but when they apply judgment to their perception, they may jump to the wrong conclusions.
ENFPs who have not learned to follow through may have a difficult time remaining happy in marital relationships. Always seeing the possibilities of what could be, they may become bored with what actually is. The strong sense of values will keep many ENFPs dedicated to their relationships. However, ENFPs like a little excitement in their lives, and are best matched with individuals who are comfortable with change and new experiences.
Having an ENFP parent can be a fun-filled experience, but may be stressful at times for children with strong Sensing or Judging tendancies. Such children may see the ENFP parent as inconsistent and difficult to understand, as the children are pulled along in the whirlwind life of the ENFP. Sometimes the ENFP will want to be their child's best friend, and at other times they will play the parental authoritarian. But ENFPs are always consistent in their value systems, which they will impress on their children above all else, along with a basic joy of living.
ENFPs are basically happy people. They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. Consequently, ENFPs work best in situations where they have a lot of flexibility, and where they can work with people and ideas. Many go into business for themselves. They have the ability to be quite productive with little supervision, as long as they are excited about what they're doing.
Because they are so alert and sensitive, constantly scanning their environments, ENFPs often suffer from muscle tension. They have a strong need to be independent, and resist being controlled or labelled. They need to maintain control over themselves, but they do not believe in controlling others. Their dislike of dependence and suppression extends to others as well as to themselves.
ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.
Jungian functional preference ordering for ENFP:
Dominant: Extraverted Intuition
Auxiliary: Introverted Feeling
Tertiary: Extraverted Thinking
Inferior: Introverted Sensing
ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.
ENFPs have an unusually broad range of skills and talents. They are good at most things which interest them. Project-oriented, they may go through several different careers during their lifetime. To onlookers, the ENFP may seem directionless and without purpose, but ENFPs are actually quite consistent, in that they have a strong sense of values which they live with throughout their lives. Everything that they do must be in line with their values. An ENFP needs to feel that they are living their lives as their true Self, walking in step with what they believe is right. They see meaning in everything, and are on a continuous quest to adapt their lives and values to achieve inner peace. They're constantly aware and somewhat fearful of losing touch with themselves. Since emotional excitement is usually an important part of the ENFP's life, and because they are focused on keeping "centered", the ENFP is usually an intense individual, with highly evolved values.
An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving.
Most ENFPs have great people skills. They are genuinely warm and interested in people, and place great importance on their inter-personal relationships. ENFPs almost always have a strong need to be liked. Sometimes, especially at a younger age, an ENFP will tend to be "gushy" and insincere, and generally "overdo" in an effort to win acceptance. However, once an ENFP has learned to balance their need to be true to themselves with their need for acceptance, they excel at bringing out the best in others, and are typically well-liked. They have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time, and use their intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level.
Because ENFPs live in the world of exciting possibilities, the details of everyday life are seen as trivial drudgery. They place no importance on detailed, maintenance-type tasks, and will frequently remain oblivous to these types of concerns. When they do have to perform these tasks, they do not enjoy themselves. This is a challenging area of life for most ENFPs, and can be frustrating for ENFP's family members.
An ENFP who has "gone wrong" may be quite manipulative - and very good it. The gift of gab which they are blessed with makes it naturally easy for them to get what they want. Most ENFPs will not abuse their abilities, because that would not jive with their value systems.
ENFPs sometimes make serious errors in judgment. They have an amazing ability to intuitively perceive the truth about a person or situation, but when they apply judgment to their perception, they may jump to the wrong conclusions.
ENFPs who have not learned to follow through may have a difficult time remaining happy in marital relationships. Always seeing the possibilities of what could be, they may become bored with what actually is. The strong sense of values will keep many ENFPs dedicated to their relationships. However, ENFPs like a little excitement in their lives, and are best matched with individuals who are comfortable with change and new experiences.
Having an ENFP parent can be a fun-filled experience, but may be stressful at times for children with strong Sensing or Judging tendancies. Such children may see the ENFP parent as inconsistent and difficult to understand, as the children are pulled along in the whirlwind life of the ENFP. Sometimes the ENFP will want to be their child's best friend, and at other times they will play the parental authoritarian. But ENFPs are always consistent in their value systems, which they will impress on their children above all else, along with a basic joy of living.
ENFPs are basically happy people. They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. Consequently, ENFPs work best in situations where they have a lot of flexibility, and where they can work with people and ideas. Many go into business for themselves. They have the ability to be quite productive with little supervision, as long as they are excited about what they're doing.
Because they are so alert and sensitive, constantly scanning their environments, ENFPs often suffer from muscle tension. They have a strong need to be independent, and resist being controlled or labelled. They need to maintain control over themselves, but they do not believe in controlling others. Their dislike of dependence and suppression extends to others as well as to themselves.
ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.
Jungian functional preference ordering for ENFP:
Dominant: Extraverted Intuition
Auxiliary: Introverted Feeling
Tertiary: Extraverted Thinking
Inferior: Introverted Sensing
私たちの絆わ消えない 5:52 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
私たちの絆わ消えない 6:55 AM
If wanting you would cause me, anguish…
Then let my heart wrench in pain…
If having you means death…
Then let me commit suicide…
If being with you would char my soul…
Then let the flames of hell blaze upon me…
If my restlessness would make you feel at ease…
Then let me be eternally weary…
If my agony would be your console…
Then let me suffer…
If my melancholy would be your bliss…
Then let my tears drown me…
…and…
If my blood would keep you alive…
Then let me bleed for you…
Because without you…
My life would mean nothing…
…I love you…
Then let my heart wrench in pain…
If having you means death…
Then let me commit suicide…
If being with you would char my soul…
Then let the flames of hell blaze upon me…
If my restlessness would make you feel at ease…
Then let me be eternally weary…
If my agony would be your console…
Then let me suffer…
If my melancholy would be your bliss…
Then let my tears drown me…
…and…
If my blood would keep you alive…
Then let me bleed for you…
Because without you…
My life would mean nothing…
…I love you…
私たちの絆わ消えない 6:55 AM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
私たちの絆わ消えない 8:06 PM
Controlled all the way to the fingertips
Becoming insanely numb
The pressure builds inside my head
Where am I and why?
The light before my eyes disappears
Permanently sleeping, even if I die
Tempting
Complaining
Those red lips
The pounding of my numbing heart becomes disrupted
Stain yourself by drowning in that blood
Wide eyes facing blood
What do they reflect?
Please please hold me in those hands
I chew on my cheek and ponder
As the hands of the clock overlap
Hold my hands to my chest and beg
That you will always recover
Love...
Even this heart littered with wounds
Is watching you
Desire it is not
I know this unconsciously
Does the drug that heals your wound feel good?
We'll go crazy at Mizuko tomorrow
Or don't you want that?
Stain yourself by drowning in that blood
The dream and scattered stars
Which I saw with you day after day
I hold my hands to my chest and beg
That you will please please recover
What is this tender feeling?
It changes colour every secondF
orever and ever hold me in those hands
With love
Tempting
Complaining
Heal the wound
Wide eyes facing blood
What do they reflect?
Please please hold me in those hands
I chew on my cheek and ponder
As the hands of the clock overlap
I hold my hands to my chest and beg
That you will always recover
The dream and scattered stars
Which I saw with you day after day
I hold my hands to my chest and beg
That you will please please recover
What is this tender feeling?
It changes colour every second
Forever and ever hold me in those hands
With love
Becoming insanely numb
The pressure builds inside my head
Where am I and why?
The light before my eyes disappears
Permanently sleeping, even if I die
Tempting
Complaining
Those red lips
The pounding of my numbing heart becomes disrupted
Stain yourself by drowning in that blood
Wide eyes facing blood
What do they reflect?
Please please hold me in those hands
I chew on my cheek and ponder
As the hands of the clock overlap
Hold my hands to my chest and beg
That you will always recover
Love...
Even this heart littered with wounds
Is watching you
Desire it is not
I know this unconsciously
Does the drug that heals your wound feel good?
We'll go crazy at Mizuko tomorrow
Or don't you want that?
Stain yourself by drowning in that blood
The dream and scattered stars
Which I saw with you day after day
I hold my hands to my chest and beg
That you will please please recover
What is this tender feeling?
It changes colour every secondF
orever and ever hold me in those hands
With love
Tempting
Complaining
Heal the wound
Wide eyes facing blood
What do they reflect?
Please please hold me in those hands
I chew on my cheek and ponder
As the hands of the clock overlap
I hold my hands to my chest and beg
That you will always recover
The dream and scattered stars
Which I saw with you day after day
I hold my hands to my chest and beg
That you will please please recover
What is this tender feeling?
It changes colour every second
Forever and ever hold me in those hands
With love
私たちの絆わ消えない 8:06 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
私たちの絆わ消えない 6:57 PM
Like you were meant to, you were there
You were too close, and I never told you that you’re important, yet you were there
Always, when you are about to say something,
you sink into silence and cast your eyes downwards
Please come back to me
That time will no longer come back
Can no longer find another to love as much
I can’t forget you
Who are you being held by as you fall asleep tonight?
Still, you are dear to me
It has been a long time since I am with my friends
The same faces, the same place
But one thing, you are not here
Please come back to me
That time will no longer come back
A season that dazzling will not appear a second time
I can’t forget you
Who are you being held by as you fall asleep tonight?
And what would you be praying for?
That station, that platform
I have a feeling that I saw you
Please come back to me
That time will no longer come back
Can no longer find another to love as much
I can’t forget you
Who are you being held by as you fall asleep tonight?
Still, I am in love with you
You were too close, and I never told you that you’re important, yet you were there
Always, when you are about to say something,
you sink into silence and cast your eyes downwards
Please come back to me
That time will no longer come back
Can no longer find another to love as much
I can’t forget you
Who are you being held by as you fall asleep tonight?
Still, you are dear to me
It has been a long time since I am with my friends
The same faces, the same place
But one thing, you are not here
Please come back to me
That time will no longer come back
A season that dazzling will not appear a second time
I can’t forget you
Who are you being held by as you fall asleep tonight?
And what would you be praying for?
That station, that platform
I have a feeling that I saw you
Please come back to me
That time will no longer come back
Can no longer find another to love as much
I can’t forget you
Who are you being held by as you fall asleep tonight?
Still, I am in love with you
私たちの絆わ消えない 6:57 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
haha.. the girl was like looking at the two guys in a weird way..
Wilson.. Look at camera lah..
私たちの絆わ消えない 8:06 AM
ICESKATING RULES!!!!!!!!!!! hehe..
went iceskating on wednesday.. 14 Jan..
2 days after collecting results..
so.. lets talk about the day i collect results..
the talk was so..... boring lah..
but i very guai one got listen..
plus message a few people..
to tell them the talk is boring.. hehe..
then later... take results..
AH!!!!!!!!!! 16 for L1R4..
Satisfied enough lah.. hehe..
then my parents were proud..
and i got to eat SWENSENS!! YAY!!
then went to watch redcliff 2..
IT'S NICE!! I like the fire part only..
okay lah.. and the turtle part.. hehe..
later went home to sleep..
okay.. then on WEDNESDAY!!!!
I AM A BUSY PERSON!!!
hehe.. not really lah.. only on that day lor..
cause when i woke up...
i had to do all the housework..
and finished around 2 30..
then i went downstairs to eat..
and rushed to K-Garden for important business..
(anybody want go PM me ah.. hehe)
ahem.. anyway.. i keep rushing and rushing..
and i thought i'll be late to meet up..
THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REACHED KALLANG AT 5!!
and i was like HUH?! 5?!
it's like so freaking early..
cause we were meeting at 5.45..
haha.. so i stayed at the platform..
then played my HP till 5.30..
my sis arrived later..
then we went out of the mrt station..
then!! it was so..... boring...
so i walked around the notice boards..
for like 5 times..
then went 7-11 to buy coffee to drink..
then i walked around the board again..
for like about 2 times..
then Shawn and Wilson arrived..
still need to wait for Pris..
(yep.. the love of my life)
so the two guys went to play their PSP..
i was still walking around the boards..
then i spotted her.. and was like damn high..
hehe.. then later went to sit bus 11..
we went to Kallang Leisure Park..
met Isabel there.. hehe..
then since Pris was hungry..
we went to eat first..
me, Isabel and Wilson didn't eat..
cause i wasn't hungry..
Isabel just ate..
and Wilson ate at 3..
SO!! by the time "we" finished eating..
it was already 7 something..
then we went to iceskate..
haha.. we played catching..
i was like going to catch Wilson..
then he fell!! haha.. so funny..
cause he was like holding the side..
but his skates didn't stop so he fell..
then later decided not to play liao..
cause a bit boring.. so.. just skate around lor..
hehe.. later.. played catching again..
then Shawn was beside Wilson..
I caught Shawn.. since he's closer..
then i ran away..
in the end Shawn catch Wilson..
then they were like catching each other..
haha.. it was so funny.. looked so gay..
they finally stopped when one auntie scolded them..
she was like.. you all how old still playing here..
then we stopped playing catching liao..
later.. around 9 something..
we stopped iceskating and went to play arcade..
hehe.. Girls VS Guys.. foosball..
and the guys lost..
girls rule!! hehe..
later went to play photo hunt..
then it ended so early..
so we decided to play something else..
then the machine was spoilt!!
i was like hitting it..
but there was no response..
cheat money only..
anyway.. after that..
we went to the back of the stadium..
it was so peaceful and calm..
we could see the singapore flyer from there..
it's a romantic place if you go with your lover..
or if you wanna tell ghost stories..
Pris told her story about the game she played..
and later Wilson turn on the video.. this video..
and she was like asking him to off it..
haha.. then we just sat in the silence..
enjoying the cool breeze..
then later reached home at around 12..
we still talked on skype..
later went to sleep.. hehe..
Iceskating RULES..
dont deny this fact.. hehe..
haha.. the girl was like looking at the two guys in a weird way..Wilson.. Look at camera lah..
The best picture out of the 3..
they sat on the ice and it's like freezing..
haha..
play PSP also got same pose one.. haha..
私たちの絆わ消えない 8:06 AM
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