Tuesday, February 26, 2008

たったひとつの恋

People having problems are everywhere in this world..
I have always hated this place..
Except the fact that I get to see you..
But you are always so busy..
Even on your birthday..
You eat so little you might collapse..
I'm afraid to lose you..
You're fragile and everyone's forcing you..
Even when you wrote that love letter..
They had to let the whole world know..
I seriously hate this..
But it's your own choice to continue being the star of Japan..
You're not taking this well..I can see it..
Friends will always be by your side supporting you.. Even me..
But you just.. Nevermind..
It's no use telling everything when you don't even want to stop..
Are you only going to stop when you end up in hospital, depending on a machinery to live??
Well, you're dedicated.. I know..
But you're just stressing yourself out..
Doing what you feel is right might not be right..
People around you are hurt that you eat so little..
Rest whenever you can and stop thinking about work for once..
Treasure your life.. That time you had a long break and I know you tried..
But you are still not like how i first met you..
Cheerful, Happy, Smiling at everyone..
Now.. You've changed into someone I don't even know anymore..
Please just change back.. I want you to be happy always..
That song you wrote for me..
Always.. Remember it??
You said you'll always be with me..
And that you'll sing for me..
It was years ago.. But I still remembered that song..
It's so nice, that song you wrote and sang to me..
Although my Japanese is not that good, I know what you mean..
In that song you wrote for me, the letter you gave me..
Everything shows that you care about me..
But you're not caring about yourself..
It hurts inside.. Deep down inside..
My one and only love..

Monday, February 25, 2008

Our Double Destiny

Dancing for you will be the last thing i will do..
Unless you request it..
Feeding you will be the second last thing i will do..
Unless you want it..
Cooking for you will be the third last thing i will do..
Unless you taste it..
Doing anything you will be the very first thing i will do..
Cause you're worth it..
Loving you will always be in the middle..
Cause i hold that hope that you will never leave..
Knowing that one day, you will have to leave..
So I kept it in a place where no single soul will suspect..
Deep down inside..
It is the place where I kept you..
So that no one will take you away..
So that the happiness will stay..
And we will be the pair..
That causes everyone despair..
Double Destiny...

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

うたいつずけるとき

Lying down by the side of the road
Watching the drifting clouds
Wandering winds swaying the weeds
As though this empty me
Is merely something to be laughed at
Passing the seasons with a lack of expression
Just what could I trust?
Just who can I talk with?
With only outer appearances
Mundane futures are so trivial
By myself spitting these out like this everynight

The us here right now
Just what can we do?
Though we're not even prepared to get hurt
In these constantly repeating days
Wanting so much to know the answer, I'll
Continue to reach out my hand towards the distant sky
I sung during my childhood
That song spinning 'round and 'round
Yet I can't remember the next line
That time I had drawn
Far beyond that door
What kind of world stretches there?
Just what should I search for?
Just where should I head?
Tenderness and such
I had always thought of as a hindrance
Once and again trampling over your love
If we are to meet once again
Me, who's grown a little more mature
To be able to destroy this old rusted grief
Even if I can't see in front of me
Towards where that shining light is I'll
Continue to push through the deep darkness today
The us here right now
Just what can we do?
Though we're not even prepared to get hurt
In these constantly repeating days
Wanting so much to know the answer, I'll
Continue to reach out my hand towards the distant sky today