:( I am supposed to be asleep now cause I gotta wake up at 6 tomorrow, but I cant sleep.. I think I am feeling sad cause I think too much.. but I dont know how to stop thinking.. Sometimes I feel that I should just stay that quiet little girl I was years ago.. and I realize that I am the type of girl that gets damn jealous, but doesnt say or do anything about it.. and I still try to be how I am.. :( I need my lovely music.. well.. I shall go entertain myself.. byebye.........