DUES: Don't U Ever Stop!!

No one knows this story, I´ll tell you it slowly
I´m not good at saying it, but you are not alone.

Unforgetable feelings, this confusion..
I´ll embrace it all and leave.

The flower of you bloomed in the corner of this treacherous town.
Honestly, I really wanted a night that I felt you

Don´t you ever stop, you know it, don´t stop
Fate is digesting every single one of us.
Stop, you are hurting me, Top
I was confused..admiring this town.

We´ll count the nights we spent here together
This is our final romance, so let´s look straight at it.

Don´t you ever stop.

I wanna tell u secrets.
A one-time-only party starts tonight
There´s nothing to lose, we can´t go back
We´ll risk it all - let show begin!

The flower of you is fluttering in the back alley of hesitation
Not saying what you know is just void and pointless.

Don´t you ever stop, you know it, don´t stop
Fate is digesting every single one of us.
Stop, you are hurting me, Top
from the day we set out

Don´t you ever stop

Are you ready?
Hell yeah!!

Don´t you ever stop, you know it, don´t stop
Fate is digesting every single one of us.
Stop, you are hurting me, Top
from the day we set out

Don´t you ever stop.... STOP!

Into Mine

I don’t know really what to write.
I miss you. Here, sitting here, I miss the warmth of your body,
the darkness of your aura, your alluring sound of your voice,
the stupid jokes you make that are not even funny, but I laugh inside anyway.
Do you remember how we first met?
I know it sounds clichéd, but it really does only seem like yesterday.
I miss you. I always will.
Wherever I may end up,
I know that deep down somewhere I will know of you and there will always be a part of me,
no matter how hidden that will miss you.
But you mustn’t miss me Kazu.
I have moved on and there is nothing you nor anyone could have done.
We are of two worlds, we knew that from the beginning.
We knew this end will come someday.
So don’t grieve for me.
I don’t want those tears for I have no regrets.
I will be smiling as I step out to the platform tomorrow.
I will be thinking of you right till the last moment.
Don’t cry for me. If I were given a chance to turn back time and do it over,
I would walk this path again.
Willingly and happily and without regret.
I will say goodbye because I want you to move on.
Knowing that I had been a part of you that once happened,
that we had once shared times together, good and bad, is enough for me.

Like you always sang..
Love, it looks like it will melt
Love, how deep can it be
Love, how painful it is
Love, how hot it is
Love, soon it will be enjoyable
Love, it looks like it will melt
Love, it drives people crazy,
Love, to me only
Love, tightly bonded,
Love, deeply
Love, won't be able to return the second time

There's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Sometimes love just ain't enough
I'm sorry for what I wrote
I didn't know the truth
I'm really sorry..

How I Forget

I watched you from behind - your arms catching her in a deep embrace,
the soft lips that used to graze mine so lovingly were now on hers.
Everything broke apart since she stepped between us,
tearing us apart like that old photograph.

I've never felt more alone.
The moment you tore that photograph,
you tore off my smile - my whole life,
and my entire being.

If I could, I would shout it out to your face.
Why, Kazu? Why?

Watch me deal with this.
Watch me, watch me drown.
Watch me disappear in midst of everyone's laughter.
Watch me die with words from those lips I'm bewitched by.

Hitting the dance floor night after night;
Smoky disco lights spinning,
Mindlessly drinking,
Half-heartedly laughing,
Suggestively dancing ...
Waiting to be preyed on.

Take me home as you wish, whoever you are.
Do as you want, I'm all yours tonight -
Kiss me.
Claim me and,
Leave me.

He was kneeling down, picking up the glass pieces of the clockface that shattered upon the fall.
I remembered how he stayed up that whole night, glueing back the pieces one by one.

You fixed the clock.
What about my heart?

I hastily picked a set of clothes to wear and
put on the perfume that
he used to love sniffing from my neck.

If I ever think of you,
I know just what I need.

Kazu,
This is how I make myself forget.

Nothingness..

Drowning, I’m falling.
This emptiness inside,
Forever calling.
The numbness won’t subside.

Two years I’ve watched snow
From crimson leaves
Into spring green flow,
But my eyes were deceived.

It’s winter everlasting now.
I’m imprisoned by
Your receding shadow.
I drown in the tears I cry.

The pain won’t subside.
My friend, my foe;
For two years I’ve cried.
What is Love, I do not know.

I hear Kizuna for 3 Years already!!!

たったひとつの恋

People having problems are everywhere in this world..
I have always hated this place..
Except the fact that I get to see you..
But you are always so busy..
Even on your birthday..
You eat so little you might collapse..
I'm afraid to lose you..
You're fragile and everyone's forcing you..
Even when you wrote that love letter..
They had to let the whole world know..
I seriously hate this..
But it's your own choice to continue being the star of Japan..
You're not taking this well..I can see it..
Friends will always be by your side supporting you.. Even me..
But you just.. Nevermind..
It's no use telling everything when you don't even want to stop..
Are you only going to stop when you end up in hospital, depending on a machinery to live??
Well, you're dedicated.. I know..
But you're just stressing yourself out..
Doing what you feel is right might not be right..
People around you are hurt that you eat so little..
Rest whenever you can and stop thinking about work for once..
Treasure your life.. That time you had a long break and I know you tried..
But you are still not like how i first met you..
Cheerful, Happy, Smiling at everyone..
Now.. You've changed into someone I don't even know anymore..
Please just change back.. I want you to be happy always..
That song you wrote for me..
Always.. Remember it??
You said you'll always be with me..
And that you'll sing for me..
It was years ago.. But I still remembered that song..
It's so nice, that song you wrote and sang to me..
Although my Japanese is not that good, I know what you mean..
In that song you wrote for me, the letter you gave me..
Everything shows that you care about me..
But you're not caring about yourself..
It hurts inside.. Deep down inside..
My one and only love..

Our Double Destiny

Dancing for you will be the last thing i will do..
Unless you request it..
Feeding you will be the second last thing i will do..
Unless you want it..
Cooking for you will be the third last thing i will do..
Unless you taste it..
Doing anything you will be the very first thing i will do..
Cause you're worth it..
Loving you will always be in the middle..
Cause i hold that hope that you will never leave..
Knowing that one day, you will have to leave..
So I kept it in a place where no single soul will suspect..
Deep down inside..
It is the place where I kept you..
So that no one will take you away..
So that the happiness will stay..
And we will be the pair..
That causes everyone despair..
Double Destiny...

うたいつずけるとき

Lying down by the side of the road
Watching the drifting clouds
Wandering winds swaying the weeds
As though this empty me
Is merely something to be laughed at
Passing the seasons with a lack of expression
Just what could I trust?
Just who can I talk with?
With only outer appearances
Mundane futures are so trivial
By myself　spitting these out like this　everynight

The us here right now
Just what can we do?
Though we're not even prepared to get hurt
In these constantly repeating days
Wanting so much to know the answer, I'll
Continue to reach out my hand towards the distant sky
I sung during my childhood
That song spinning 'round and 'round
Yet I can't remember the next line
That time I had drawn
Far beyond that door
What kind of world stretches there?
Just what should I search for?
Just where should I head?
Tenderness and such
I had always thought of as a hindrance
Once and again trampling over your love
If we are to meet once again
Me, who's grown a little more mature
To be able to destroy this old rusted grief
Even if I can't see in front of me
Towards where that shining light is　I'll
Continue to push through the deep darkness today
The us here right now
Just what can we do?
Though we're not even prepared to get hurt
In these constantly repeating days
Wanting so much to know the answer, I'll
Continue to reach out my hand towards the distant sky today